karma chameleon.


Some time ago, there was a situation I was in that would’ve been easy to breed envy from, but none came. I waited for it. I expected it. I even tried to peel off as many walls as I could to see if it was hiding. But it wasn’t there.

It surprised me at the time, it surprised even the person I was supposed to feel envious about. We heated up a little over why I didn’t feel that way, & other more important things which I felt bad about & apologised for. Then I left for Singapore, which was everything I wanted it to be, then I came back.

Here’s something weird; I found envy today.
In a more unlikely situation. It came out from the last place I looked. For the last person I expected to feel green about.

Now I get to utilise last week’s prepared anti-envy presets that I never got to work, albeit in a new case but still. Things are fine, repair is underway. I change colours tomorrow. The world will spin as usual.

2 stirred the coffee

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  • perro47 says so:
    August 5th, 2006 |

    even were your magazine ceased my subscription would continue to be renewed.

  • rocket queen machine says so:
    July 19th, 2006 |

    Envy is an awful thing. And I can say that because when it hits me, it is so hard to rip them off from my skin. I hate envy because it is the exact opposite from what I am trying to live by which is gratefulness.

    Think about all the good things you have. That’s what I do when I feel envious.

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